Hey Friends!

Let's be real—when it comes to going after what we desire, the stories we tell ourselves can be our biggest roadblocks. Ever had a thought that whispered, "You don’t know how to commit" or "You're too old, too busy, or just not ready"? Yeah, me too.

Recently, I journaled about what’s been coming up for me. It’s not just the desire to have something different, something better—it’s the fear that I might not be capable of handling it. The story I tell myself? I can’t commit. I lack patience. I'm running out of time. It’s as if the closer I get to what I want, the more reasons my mind comes up with to convince me I can't have it. Sound familiar?

What’s Really Holding Me Back?

When I dig deeper, I realize that my biggest fear isn’t about getting what I want—it’s about maintaining it. Owning my own business means being responsible for everything: taxes, accounting, hiring, all the things I have zero interest in learning. It feels heavy. The pressure of it all landing on my shoulders sometimes makes me feel like sticking with my nine-to-five is the safer option, even if it's just barely getting me by.

With my job, I only do a small part. I don’t have to worry about the rest because, frankly, it’s not my business. But when it comes to my dreams? I have to do it all or hire people to help, and that feels overwhelming. And while my kids might get involved if the business starts bringing in profits, at this stage, it’s all on me.

Are These Stories True?

Spoiler alert: probably not.

Even though these doubts swirl in my head, I’m setting up my business in a way that feels soft and manageable. It’s not all hard work and stress—it's about creating something that aligns with joy, ease, and a sense of lightness. I can see the possibility of designing my dream life without the weight of overwhelm. I’m starting to believe that I can craft this thing in a way that suits me, rather than the other way around.

How Would It Feel to Have Everything I Desire?

If I could snap my fingers and step into my dream today, quitting my job to fully embrace writing, it would feel like magic—like drinking a glass of freshly squeezed pineapple juice that surges energy through my entire body. I imagine waking up to a morning of my own design, sitting on the balcony with tea in hand, listening to a podcast, or recording an audio that turns into a blog post. Just the thought of it fills me with a sense of freedom, excitement, and joy.

I don't have to do "people-y" things if I don't want to. My work would be exactly what I love: writing, creating journal prompts, designing workbooks, and sharing meditations. And the best part? People would actually use and love them. They’d feel the impact, and I’d feel the fulfillment. That’s the life I’m calling in—a life that’s mine, built on my terms.

Rewriting My Story

I’m beginning to practice affirmations, reminding myself daily that every idea that doesn’t feel good isn’t true. I get to be, do, and have anything I want. I make the right decisions. I can’t get it wrong. The universe is working with me, not against me. Everything I desire is out there, also wanting me.

Because here's the truth: I am the ultimate creator of my life experience. I choose myself. I trust myself. I am worthy of the dreams inside my heart. And so are you.

PS. A gift from me to you- Keep scrolling to see the journal prompts + affirmation below

Journal Prompts for Reflection:

1. What stories am I telling myself that say I can't have what I desire?

2. What inside me is afraid of getting what I want? What am I afraid will happen?

3. Are those stories true, or are they just thoughts trying to protect me from discomfort?

4. How would it feel to receive what I desire right now? Can I describe that feeling in my body?

5. How can I start rewriting the story to align with what I want to believe?

Affirmations to Anchor Into:

• Every idea that doesn’t feel good to me isn’t true.

• I get to be, do, and have anything I want.

• I always make the right decisions.

• I am the creator of my life experience.

• I am worthy of the dreams inside my heart.

Here’s to living a life unscripted.